I AM UP EARLY READY FOR SOMETHING JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS. SHOULD I GO FOR A WALK, DO BOOK WORK. NAHHH I AM ENJOYING THE VERY QUIET HOUSE WHILE EVERYONE IS STILL A SLEEP AND IT IS KINDA NICE AND FREAKY AT THE SAME TIME. BUT I GUARANTEE YOU THAT IT WILL BE SHORT LIVED. LOL. FIRST OFF WE DID THE BEAR THING AND IT JUST SUCKS, BUT HE DID LEAVE US WITH A STORY. WELL HERE IT GOES.
IT IS THURSDAY AFTERNOON JUST GETTING FINISHED WITH WORK, PULLING IN THE DRIVEWAY AND THERE GOES KEN AND MADDY ON THE FOUR WHEELER. JADA AND I WERE LIKE WHAT THE HECK??? WE GET OUT OF THE CAR AND MOM HOLLERS TO US WE CAN'T FIND BEAR!! OH GREAT AS I AM THINKING TO MYSELF HE WENT OFF AND DIED SHIT! SHIT! BECAUSE WE REALLY WANTED TO BURY HIM AND DO EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT, SO WE ALL PROCEEDED TO LOOK WHILE I WAS CALLING ROBIN WHO WAS WAITING FOR US AT RHONDA 'S TO TELL THEM WE COULD NOT FIND BEAR. SHE SAID DON'T WORRY, RHONDA CAN'T FIND HER CAT SHE WAS GOING TO HAVE THE VET FIX. HOW CAN U NOT LAUGH AT THIS POINT! BY THE WAY WE ARE STILL LOOKING FOR BEAR IN EVERY DIRECTION BECAUSE WE NEEDED TO FIND HIM DEAD OR ALIVE, SO I WOULD KNOW. THERE HE WAS COVERED IN HAY-SAWDUST TROTTING UP TO ME, LIKE HERE I AM WHATS THE BIG DEAL PEOPLE!! TRYING NOT TO LAUGH AND CRY AT THE SAME TIME I JUST HUGGED HIM AND SAID WE HAVE TO GO FOR OUR LAST RIDE. IN THE CAR WE PACKED KEN, MADDY, JADA, BEAR, CINCH, AND ME. NOT COOL I WAS THE ONE TRYING TO HANG MY HEAD OUT OF THE WINDOW BECAUSE THE SMELL WAS NOT SO GREAT IN THE BACK SEAT WITH 2 DOGS . WE FINALLY ARRIVED AT RHONDA, WHO STILL COULD NOT FIND HER CAT, LUCKY CAT I GUESS.LOL. VET WAS NOT THERE SO WE HUNG OUT .KEN AND THE GIRLS TOOK BEAR SWIMMING, WHICH WAS WONDERFUL FOR ALL OF THEM. THEN THE SAD MOMENT HAD TO COME BUT WE WERE ALL READY FOR IT OR AS READY AS ONE CAN BE. WE SURROUNDED HIM WITH LOVE AS THE VET INJECTED HIM, AND I SWEAR HE LEFT US AS SHE PLACED THE NEEDLE IN HIS VEIN. EVERYTHING WENT FAST AND PEACEFUL. THE SONG PLAYING ON THE RADIO AT THAT TIME WAS "TEMPORARY HOME" BY CARRIE UNDERWOOD. HOW PERFECT IS THAT. WE ALL SAID OUR GOOD BYES INCLUDING CINCH, SO SHE WOULD KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO BEAR. I WAS TOLD THAT SOME DOGS WILL SEARCH FOR THEIR COMPANIONS FOR DAYS AND WE DID NOT WANT CINCH TO GO THROUGH THAT. WE HUGGED EVERYBODY LOADED BACK IN THE CAR, ONE SHORT OF COURSE, BUT HE WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS AND HEADED BACK HOME TO DO THE BURIEL. BEAR IS NOW IN ONE OF HIS FAVORITE SPOTS AND THE KIDS EVEN BURIED SOME DOGGY TREATS FOR HIM. HOW CUTE IS THAT. NOW TODAY WILL BE MY OFFCIAL DAY RIDING MY HORSE WITHOUT MY DOG , BUT IT IS OK. BECAUSE HE IS PROBABLY RUNNING A HELL OF A LOT FASTER NOW!!!!!!