YES I AM STILL ALIVE, BARELY. SOME DAYS ARE MORE EXHAUSTING THAN OTHERS BETWEEN JOB, KIDS, HUSBAND, SECOND JOB, PAYING THE BILLS, KEEPING HOUSE IN ORDER AND KEEPING EVERYONE HAPPY----- HOLY CRAP. YOU REALLY THINK THAT I NEED TO VENT OR SOMETHING. HOW DO PEOPLE KEEP EVERYTHING TOGETHER WITHOUT LOSING THEIR MINDS. THANK GOD FOR THE HORSES ESPECIALLY REBEL HE BRINGS ME PEACE WHEN I NEED IT. UNFORTUNATELY I CAN NOT CARRY HIM IN MY POCKET. EVERYTHING EXCEPT PERSONAL STUFF IS GREAT. TRAINING IS GOOD, LESSONS ARE GOOD, REBELS CANTERING YEAHH!!!!! I HAVE TWO AMAZING HORSES IN FOR TRAINING RIGHT NOW RED AND ANJA AND I FEEL PRIVILEGED TO BE TRAINING THEM.